Torture

So I really do like torturing myself.  Today went to one of the old barns I worked at, they were having a team sorting event, a couple people I know from Waterloo County Trailriders were there so I went to take pictures.  Damn battery wasn't completely charged luckily there was enough for me to get pics which are posted on my facebook. 

I sat watching the team sorting and couldn't help feel horrible cause I can't ride.  I can't ride because I can't find a job.  I feel like the only thing I'm good at is shoveling shit out of stalls after the horses have been in there.  And I can't even do that anymore cause of the damn shoulder. I'm getting frustrated as hell that I can't find anything.  It's annoying how some people don't have to try and they managed to either get a job or whatever.  I gave my resume to a friend to take to work with him but I have no idea if he has or not.

With the nice weather starting now, I'm going to have to find something that's comfy to sit in in order to be outside with Alex.  Leo doesn't seem to care if something happens to him or not.  As I write this Alex is out front riding his bike and where is Leo? In the kitchen.  He called his name, didn't hear him and went to check on him, here he's two houses down. 

I don't know what to do with everything.  I'm just going crazy. I really want to ride, especially with the nicer weather coming. Maybe I just need to get out and get some pictures or something.  Mind you the next couple of days are supposed to be rainy. 

FML!

A Glutton for Punishment

So I decided that not only was doing one wedding sampler bad enough, mind you I'm almost finished with the one for the BF and his fiance, I decided that my nephew should get one for his wedding too.  So now I'm doing another wedding sampler.  Not the one I wanted that I was looking for, but it would have taken like 7-14 days to get here to order it online and I just don't have that time. I'm actually taking a bit of a break to type this up.

This is for my nephew and his fiance for their wedding in June

So been sitting working on that one now while the other one sits and waits til this is done.  Like I said not the one I wanted but it'll do.

This is the one I wanted but the store doesn't have it

So went to another craft store around here, one that I couldn't go to cause didn't have a lot of gas and it's a fair distance from the house, so my friend picked me up yesterday and we went, and what do I find there but this kit.  I was pissed that I found it.  If I'd have had the money I'd have gotten it but I didn't have the money so I'm stuck with out.

So as I was looking for something in the house I found yet another cross stitch kit that I had forgotten I had bought.  Amazing what you find sometimes. :) 

This is the one I found just recently so now will do this for myself.

Anyway just a quick post better get back tot the cross stitching.  That's all I've been doing recently.