Feeling.........annoyed....frustrated........

Ok so haven't really written in here lately.  Mostly cause I haven't really had much to write about.  So a few things to talk about now.

So it's been almost a year, Saturday to be exact, will be a year since I screwed my shoulder over. And boy did I screw it over. I was at the waterpark and in the wavepool with Alex and decided to go for a little swim.  I couldn't even move my arm in a stroke which is an odd feeling.  I normally could before I fucked up the shoulder.  So that just means I have to work at getting it  back if I ever want to swim properly again.  Sucks but what can I do? I fucked it up.

Saturday we're doing a barbeque for Alex's birthday.  Since the little monkey is going to be 7 on Monday.  I can't believe I'm going to have a 2nd grader come September. I keep looking at the baby pics I have of him and wish I could go back and have my little monkey again.

Let's see what else.  Well finally managed to talk to a friend I used to RP with who has been MIA since I screwed my shoulder up. :)  Happy about that but pissed off and annoyed at the sametime. Pissed off because she keeps having to go and says she'll be back right away but doesn't show up.  It's annoying the fuck out of me. I can understand people get busy but seriously, when I text could you not tell me that something came up and you won't be able to get back?

Or there's the people who say they're going to be on a certain night and then don't show up yet still want a storyline in an rp with me and then get pissed off at me when the SL changes.  Well sorry but please don't get pissed at me when you don't come on to work on our SL and suddenly something happens with my character and someone else.  Shit happens and it can't be helped if you aren't on.  Why should I suffer without being able to play my character because you can't get off your ass and get on?

Yeah just a little pissed.  Though on a good note my other friend whom I haven't talked to in forever, has resurfaced and wanted to RP with me cause of Harry Potter coming out. :) YAY!!!  So have that private Storyline going on. 

Let's see. I managed to have four riding lessons in June.  Unfortunetly couldn't continue cause we didn't have money. I will definitely go back to where I took these lessons at.  They were so understanding with my fears.  Even letting me use the mounting block to dismount from Silver.  I love that horse.  He was soooooo understanding and such a confidence booster which I need. 

Gonna add some pics of me riding Silver, of course it shows how fat I really am which sucks but I'm working on it.

This is it for now.  More later.  Hopefully people will be around tomorrow after I get home from the water park with Alex.