Wow. Ok I didn't do anything in here cause I did my guest spot over on Jules' blog. Then Saturday I slept. Stayed up way to late the night before.
So anyway gonna talk about Black Swan. Ok first off, that movie is just messed up! Natalie Portman and Mila Kunis were great in it, but seriously the story was just confusing as hell. I'm gonna put up the summary from the movie. I will add there may be spoilers.
A ballet dancer wins the lead in "Swan Lake" and is perfect for the role of the delicate White Swan - Princess Odette - but slowly loses her mind as she becomes more and more like Odile the Black Swan, daughter of an evil magician.
Natalie plays Nina Sayers, a Ballet Dancer who wins the lead in the company's performance of Swan Lake. The movie goes on and Natalie's Character, Nina slowly goes crazy. Ok I don't know if that's exactly true but wierd things happen to her. She starts with a rash or something, we later find that her mother says she's been scratching at her back again, then she starts to see herself. And not like in the mirror or anything, but like seeing herself doing things she isn't actually doing. At one point she goes out with Mila's character Lily, and comes home, fights with her mother and then Lily and Nina go into her room and apparently have a Lesbian experience but when Nina confronts Lily the next day at the studio Lily says it didn't happen.
Lily also becomes Nina's understudy for the role if Nina can't perform. During the performance Nina walks into her dressing room to find Lily getting into the costume and make up of the black swan. Nina pushes Lily against the mirror and then stabs her with a piece of broken glass, apparently killing her. We later find out that Nina didn't do that while she's getting ready to go back out as the white swan that in fact Nina had stabbed herself with the glass when Lily comes to the door of Nina's room.
That's all I'm going to say on that as I'm still trying to understand it and I can't.
Anyway now to some ranting, or bitching whichever you want to call it. I know I said I'd try to keep the bitching and moaning out of here but sometimes it just slips in.
I'm trying to figure out why I rolepay. It never seems like anyone wants to roleplay with me. Or when they do, we get the characters figured out for a storyline and then they fuck it over. It's happened way to many fucking times for my liking. I find out tonight that a storyline I thought was going to happen with a friend of mine, she decided to have her character hook up with someone else therefore fucking over my storyline. The one where she made her character specifically for me. Yeah can we say pissed. Just a little. I'm so fucking sick of that shit. Hence me rethinking the whole idea of Roleplaying in the first place. It's just driving me crazy. Maybe I should just stick to World of Warcraft. At least there I don't have to worry about getting fucked over.